Elisa wrote on her xanga:
I think we're like the popular girls at a big high school. Everybody hates us, but its because they're jealous of us and scared of us and wants to be like us. It's hard being at the top, but we never have to worry about finding a date for prom night.
This is a classic sympton of having a delusional mind. :-) Snap out of it and get yourself back to reality and start to mingle with normal people outside of your group that you spent many years brownnosing. Ugh.