Saturday, March 12, 2005

My ex, Todd

Last night, I had an interesting dream about the first guy I ever loved, Todd. We were together for two and half years until he freaked out when his parents became suspicious of our relationship, Todd dumped me and went ahead with a girl.

Of course, I was heartbroken at that time. I was young. About 20.

Anyway, in my dream, Todd and I somehow met on the streets of New York. For some reasons, we went to kaybee & Sarah's building on 11 Avenue in Hell's Kitchen. When we entered the premise, the interior design compares to the ones I saw in The Hole and The Cock. Todd said something about missing me. When we wandered inside the building, we bumped into Corey, believe it or not. Then he told me that there is a secret staircase to the apartment upstairs where I can spend some solace with Todd.

We went there. It was nice and serene. We talked, then Todd wanted to buy some drinks -- he had to go through downstairs to get outside. Apparently, he got lost in the building -- I looked all over the place.

Then I returned to the apartment upstairs to find him sleeping on the bed nude, apparently, he found his way around and was waiting for me. But fell asleep. I was nude in a nanosecond and slipped into the bed, embracing him as hard as can be.

It felt so real. He smells good, too.

My dream was shattered as I was jolted by Woody, my roommate's cat, who jumped on me and whined for the attention. Sigh.

After few hours, I still cannot remove the thoughts of Todd today, for some reasons unknown to me.

Maybe I do love him.

I don't know.

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Few Thoughts

My lump on my left shoulder is on fire. Argh. That's it. I'm going to see the doc about it.

I had been thinking about this for a while. I may move to Philadelphia sooner than you think and start to work on set up my own business somewhere by Delaware River near New Hope, hopefully by this year or next year. I'd like to start it as soon as can be ... because I'm 31 already. Since New Hope is affluent community that is popular with gays, I think it is sensible that I set up the inn there because it can attract people from Boston to the District ... you know, I like rivers, I like lakes, I like hills and mountains. New Hope has that.

I cannot wait for a man to sweep me off the floor and work together -- I'll do it myself. Fuck 'em. They are not reliable, anyway! Hearing gay men are not reliable, trust me. I hadn't yet to find one who is reliable.

I have a weird thought -- what if X-ians died and went to Heaven only to find out that it's empty. Nobody is around. Yes, there is Heaven but nobody is there. Nobody at all. That would kill X-ians for sure.

At 6 AM on TBS Channel every morning, I enjoyed watching "Mama's Family" -- it is an old sitcom that I heard but never saw until recently. I must admit that I am impressed with its snappy comments, especially with Mama. I must admit that I try to get up at 6 AM so I can watch it then go back to bed at 7 AM. Betty White and Rue McClanahan used to act in the sitcom before they migrated to The Golden Girls.

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Ahh, it's still snowing here in Manhattan.

To entertain you about Republicans' belief, enjoy this.
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Friday, March 11, 2005

Being Gay Does Not Mean I'm Happy

When Surdus relented you to hang out with him at a bar, it is pretty difficult to resist his persistence. He can persist until he gets what he wanted. With my left knee recuperating from the fall last Monday night, I resisted until Surdus said that Norbert is driving. I caved in. Then my roommate, Perlis, resisted. Then she caved in. Off to SBNY last Wednesday night.

Driving to SBNY was uneventful, though. But Norbert is classic New York driver, rattled me several times as he twirled his minivan cross the island to Chelsea. Raising my hair is not attractive.

At SBNY, we met Web and chatted amongst each other for few hours -- we get to VEE VEE at a birthday boy who ordered the jockstrap-only bartenders to get on the counter and drain the alcohol on his chest so that the birthday boy can guzzle on his bellybutton.

SBNY is getting sleazy.

It was time to go home, my leg was acting funny. And I was hungry for a slice of pizza. So I went across the street to Ray's Pizza where I was greeted by a studmuffin who remembered me at The Hole. Frankly, I cannot remember who he is. He said, "You did not email me."

D-oh. Sorry. My fault. Honest mistake, I think.

Surdus, Web, Perlis and Norbert stared in amazement because this studmuffin is ... one da bomb.

Then he gave me his email address and said, "Email me, please!"

I smiled and nodded.

He left the premise as I picked up the pizza then went back home. Surdus remarked, "I knew RT is a slut!"

Yeah, whatever.

Can you guess who this is?

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The hint is that he is Roger Desmarais' twin brother. That boy has the guts to do that in Toronto Pride Parade. Wonder if he left a skid mark on his underwear for the world to see?

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

Stallard, Bartelstein, Flynn, Google, Suggs ...

Stallard: Had been reading The Tactile Mind Weekly for a while. Sometimes it is boring, sometimes it is interesting. I must give few rounds of applause to Sara Stallard's articles which was written not with English but with ASL. It was quite entertaining to read. When I fail to understand one, all I have to do is to sign it and voila! I get it! Fun! Fun! Me *kissfist* Sara ASL articles yes! Y-e-s!

Flynn: In the latest issue of TTMW, Flynn wrote about the competition between Japan and the United States in almost everything, including Deaf issues. Japan is doing very well because they share, teach and work with others. Here in the United States, we are so good at beating each other up. But did we make efforts to reach out with each other so far? No, not really.

Bartelstein: I cannot stand Steve Bartelstein's smirks! When I see him on the tube, I immediately changed the channel. There is something about his smirks that made me groan.

Google: As you can see above, I got the google search engine on my blog. Feel free to use it anytime. It works very well. If you do it occasionally, I may make some money out of it. Nice?

Suggs: Check her blog about her experience with the cops related to the speeding ticket. I cannot blame her. It happened to me one time before when I was driving to my parents' home from Little Rock, Arkansas. It was around 4 AM in the morning on Interstate 85 not far from the state of North Carolina, there was a 18-wheel truck on my right side, I was going 70 on 65 MPH, trying to pass the 18-wheeler on my own time.

Suddenly, a car with bright headlights appeared out of nowhere and came straight to my back. It flipped the headlights to signal to move away. To increase the speed so that I can pass the truck so that car can pass me. I attempted to resist, the car kept on coming closer then back then closer -- sort of a fendbender situation at 4 AM! I decided to go up to 75 MPH and finally passed the truck. Suddenly, the car behind me was a fucking state trooper -- busted me and pulled me off the road. Refused to communicate with me with paper and pen -- drama, drama, drama -- I argued that he provoked me and pushed me to rush ahead. I grabbed a paperpad and took note of his name and badge number. He covered his badge! He fucking covered his badge! I glared at him. I fucking hate hearie pigs. Either way, he realized that I'm not someone to be fucked with -- he lets me go. Ever since, I hated the fucking hearing pigs. Do not fucking trust them!

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Lance Allred of Weber State

Category: Sports

Lance Allred, a basketball player at Weber State who is deaf, is a starter for 14-15 team that reached the finals of their conference tournament versus Montana Grizzlies. They are vying for a berth to play in the NCAA Tournament.

If Weber State wins the conference championship, Lance will be one of few Deaf players ever to play the Division I NCAA Basketball Tournament. He also played for US Deaf Basketball team as well.

Lance is cute and big at 6'11.

Check him out.

UPDATE: Weber State lost to Montana 63-61 in the Big Sky Conference Championship, closed out the season at 14-16. Lance is denied of an opportunity to play in the NCAA Tournament. Lance Allred had 21 points and 12 rebounds for Weber State.

Give him a round of applause for his efforts.

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Lance Allred in Dark Blue

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Whose Fault Is It?

Look at the big picture.

Afghanistan

When the Soviet Union invaded Afghanistan, GW Bush's father, GHW Bush was the Director of Central Intelligence Agency (CIA). GHW Bush funnelled the money to sponsor the local guerllias with arms and logistics support. For more than a decade, the whole system of Afghanistan was destroyed. Transportation, economy, education and health services were in ruins.

The Afghans literally destroyed itself in order to expel the Soviets. When they finally left the country, the CIA disappeared as if it never existed. The Afghans were left with a country in ruins. GHW Bush, as Director of CIA, as Vice-President under Reagan and as President of the United states, did not bother to ask Congress for money to help Afghanistan to rebuild the country. He simply abandoned Afghanistan.

When Afghanistan was in ruins and disarray, the morale was very low. When the CIA chose not to do a thing, it created a power vacuum for anyone to sweep a country under its controls. It created an open powerplay for anyone else to wage -- hell, I could band a group and overtake Afghanistan -- you only have to take control of Kabul, Kandahar and two other cities, ping! I rule Afghanistan.

Who had the finances and arms to run in Afghanistan with the blessing of Pakistan? Taliban.

Back then, the US had economic sanctions on Pakistan, who in turn backed Taliban for Afghanistan. Then our government decided to sanction Afghanistan and Pakistan. Most of people in Afghanistan were already strafed with low morale, high unemployment, high mortality rate and devastating economy, they viewed the Americans as the ones who betryaed them in the first place, allowing Taliban to win Afghanistan then to impose the sanctions on Afghans.

The result is what? The Talbian allowed Osama bin Laden to host the trainings in Afghanistan to spit back at the US for its policies. And the result is what? They accomplished the act of terrorism on us in Somalia, Yemen, Saudi Arabia, Spain, Kenya, Tanzania and last, New York City.

Iraq

When GHW Bush was the Director of CIA, he also backed Saddam Hussein with funds and arms to battle Iran who had a revolution against the corrupted Shah of Iran. Thousands of people were dead. Later, Saddam turned against the neighbors and alienated the world.

Today, we are trying to stabilize the problems in the Middle East and dealing with nearly 3,000 dead from 9/11, 1,500 US troops dead ... as well as destroying Taliban and free Afghanistan (but not to mention the devastating effects on everything in Afghanistan).

It took a son to clean up the mess produced by a father. The fault lies with GHW Bush. His foreign policies are dismal, to say the least. GHW Bush basically produced Al-Qaeda and groomed Osama bin Laden for the world to deal with.

On other note: Did you know that in South America, lots of people are wearing Osama bin Laden t-shirts? They do. And all countries in South America is *not* Muslim. They are all Catholic!! Why? It is not about the "freedom" or "terrorism" -- it is how we treated others with condescending attitude.

Which is what Ann Coulter denied from day one. She will immediately accuse you of being unpatriotic and liberal if you object to the policies that does not favor both sides. It's like in 1950s, if you do not speak nice of Americans, you are communist!

It is absurd idea of Ann to bark.

Anyway, back to the big picture, if you look at the problems in the Middle East, it all started with GHW Bush in 1960s. Go figure.

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Great Way To Go Out

Last night, I lost the balance and my left knee gave away. It was painful. I'm still hobbling around.

My computer sucked lately.

I got a card from a certain reader who said she enjoyed my blogs as of lately. Thanks, Chlms.

Either way, I'm back.

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March Madness Is Upon Us

Category: Sports

March is always the favorite month of mine. I often chose to watch NCAA Tournament games than going to Cancun or Key West for a traditional spring break with college students. Except for one time when I was so ready to go to Key West ... even when I was in Myrtle Beach with The Helmuth, I managed to check the TV for any upsets in the NCAA Tournament few years ago.

The conference tournaments has been happening all over the weekend. Virginia Cavaliers did not play well, they managed to squeeze by Florida State in an overtime and leading as many as 17 points before choking to the Tar Heels in the Semifinals of the ACC Tournament. They finished the season at 20-10 and will be invited to the NCAA Tournament once again. I'd love to see them play Connecticut Huskies and shock the world. Or even Tennessee.

Speaking of Tennessee, Tennessee pulled a nailbiter win over No. 1 Louisiana State in SEC Championship Game after Tameka Johnson lost control of her ball and was stolen by Tennessee in the closing seconds which Shyra Ely nailed the winning shot.

Crapola! Both teams will still head out to the NCAA Tournament. It should be a fun tournament. Lots of stuff to follow up.

Let the Party begin -- oh, by the way, needless to say, I'm looking forward to party hard on 17th of March. NYC has a thing for Irish.

Whoo!

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

Look At This Entry

When people, both deaf and hearing, bemoaned, whined, criticized and questioned the athletic skills between the deaf athletes and the athletes who can hear, they often amuse or astound me with their arguments. They often argued and proved with the records that hearing athletes fared much better than deaf athletes.

I will not deny that they are right. In fact, they are so right. Yes, many hearing athletes are better or a notch above deaf athletes. There. I said it. It is no secret. Heckle at us if you must, McCock.

But did anyone wonder why it happened like that? Did you wonder why they are better than deaf athletes?

There are several factors.

1. Most deaf children came from hearing families who does not give a fuck about what their deaf children are doing. Not all but many are. They did not play with their deaf kids, they did not take him to little league games, they did not talk about it.

2. Many deaf schools used to be very competitive with powerful teams until early 1980s because many deaf children were forced to stay in the dorms, thus was forced to play sports, work out and so on. They often encouraged, pressured then if it failed, forced you to play one sport.

But as state governments started to cut the deaf schools' budget, they had to close the weight room, the funds to send kids to football, basketball, baseball camps during the summertimes -- the athletic skills of deaf persons dropped tremendously b ehind hearing athletes who had the full support and attention of their parents, school and so on.

3. As it is evident that more and more deaf children are shuffled amongst the hearing children at the public schools, most hearing coaches does not want nor have the time to deal with the communication barrier -- the majority of deaf students do not play much. They are simply benchwarmers and "yes coach-men".

Many parents (mostly deaf and few hearing ones) objected to this move, some fought for years, some gave up. Some succeeded, most failed.

The result is that you see the gap between them and us.

Was it our fault? No, McCock.

It was theirs.

Stop cutting our budget, stop ignoring us, stop putting us in the corner -- then we will compete evenly. If not, the gap will grow.

That is what has been happening for more than 40 years.

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If Not PBS, Then Who Will?

When I was sick with colds, sore throat and aches, I already mentioned earlier that I tend to tune in to PBS channel because it is easy on my mind.

People, for years, has been complaining about the way PBS operated itself. The Republicans worked hard to reduce the federal monies for PBS, the conservatives continued to whine about tax being used for PBS. The Christians whined that it is too neutral for their taste.

Now FagPatriot mentioned that George Will, a columnist, wrote an article indicating that we have no need for PBS.

I grinned. Then rolled my eyes. Then sighed. Then stared at CBS' Collegiate Basketball game on TV.

PBS is a private, non-profit media enterprise owned and operated by 349 public television stations that has NOTHING to do with ABC, CBS, FOX, CNN, NBC et al. PBS's aim is to be indpendent, neutral, educational and unbiased for *all* viewers. It cannot survive without some help from the government.

If the government wanted ONE media to be neutral for all the times while other stations can merge, bought or owned by who's who -- PBS is the one.

When PBS hosted a program that might depict a gay person, so what? When PBS hosted a program that depicted Chinese living in Seattle, so what?

Some X-ians whined that they are not being neutral, they have their own X-ian channel. Use it.

I stopped reading George Will's column because I did not care much for it -- I already interned at PBS and saw the works within. All I can say is that the experiences I had with them was incredible in comparison with the private, for-profit TV stations.

I saw the PBS' advertisement few days when I was in bed, the children was watching the puppet show. The guy who controls the puppets attempted to force two puppets to fight each other. But suddenly, two puppets decided to cut the strings, to reject the puppetmaster and be independent on their own. They can decide for themselves without any interference.

That is what PBS is all about.

That is why many X-ians, Conservatives and Republicans feared the PBS. So they try to find ways to kill PBS so that they can control the viewers, voters and the rest.

Shame, though.

But it is not illegal.

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Friday, March 04, 2005

When It Comes to Islam, Be Skeptical

In this decade of American History, I had to be skeptical when it comes to the accusations of Islamic terrorists. I noticed that it is easy to write off on a certain group with the accusations after 9/11 occurred.

It was not a while ago when McCock, Kurzetard and PrecinctChair as well as some conservatives decidedly accused the Islamic community in Jersey City for killing the Coptic Christian family.

It turned out that it was not case of terrorism, it was other Christians upstairs who robbed and slayed the whole family. They announced on the local news yesterday but you will not see in the national newspapers that the Muslims has nothing to do with it.

Did you know that in South America, many countries has t-shirts and billboards that viewed Osama bin Laden as a hero -- South America is predominantly Catholic! Think about it. It's not religion -- it is how we deal with the rest of the world.

Many people in the world considered Osama bin Laden as "David" and us as "Goliath" -- and you know how it ended with the mythical story.

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Ridor's Bitch Session II

Dear Student,
I'm sick of your whiny gimme-gimme ass. You are the most ignorant, arrogant and manipulative hearie student I've ever had. Apparently you thought you'd just miss classes, saunter in class late nearly every week, miss appointments, don't complete homework, and receive an "A". You thought learning ASL would be a lark. Now you're crying because you didn't foresee the loop-a-loop? I mean, ASL is a LANGUAGE and and it's hard work to learn! What did you think it was, monkey language? You never gave it more attention than a few lame-ass halfhearted attempts at throwing your hands around in approximately the correct configuration. I could barely tolerate you sitting there with your surpy-sweet smile and bullshit about how cool sign language and how wowowow awesome beautiful it is. And I fucking saw through everything you did, even the emails you sent me where you would threaten me then try to flatter me. Who the fuck do you think you are? You can't sign, period. You don't pass Go. You don't collect $200. Enjoy the "F" and get the fuck out of my face.
Sincerely,
ASL Professor
Ridor Responds: 15 to 30 words. Strong words but too long.

DH, it's better to keep your mouth closed and let people think you're a fool than open your mouth and remove all doubt.

Terese should have stayed a lesbian then she would not be pregnant with that loosers baby and now married and professing undying love...

It's not bitchin' but want to say that Manny has a great ass, not to mention a gorgeous face. Wouldn't I love to kiss those lips and squeeze that ass.

Roaches, roaches, roaches fuckin' everywhere in my office. Exterminators are coming tonight, so hopefully roaches goes bye bye. Don't want stow-aways visitors at my home!

What's the deal with people complaining about the snow? Snow is gorgeous. If you want to complain about snow, then fuckin' move to fucking florida. No snow there.

Anthony Mowl, you're too young and inexperienced to be an editor. Maybe the brethen will help you wake up. Hope so. Good luck.

"According to the rumors, they said that I think I am the center of the universe. But it is not true. In fact, I am the Universe!" -Ridor [Taken from your blog, well you are AS BIG as the Universe for SURE!!!!]
Ridor responds: Ok-ay, people who lives in glass houses should not throw stones at others.

Frodo Failed
Bush has the ring

Podlaha, extra-long ring fingers give you away. Stop trippin' over ridor's blog. Yo' ass busted.

Go ahead and grab your nuts tightly, cuz I'm not gonna be your friend with benefits, so tug and pull, yank that sucker, but its not gonna be me doing the tugging! Get that thru your thick, sick skull that there's more to me than a body to fuck. For all those losers out there being dicks, go fuck yerself, cuz I am not interested in your tiny dick or walnuts you try to pass off as balls. I don't need you to feel good, no you only serve as a joke. So the next time, you're eyeing me, trying to gauge how quickly ill jump into bed, quickly grab your dick and tug cuz that's all the action you'll get from me!

Next time you write that your name is 74168, it might indicate that you got a mental illness. Oh, by the way, I am 854128.

Cant the hearie and able bodied world give us deafies the goddamn time of the day?

Is there a place deaf and straight men can go to be trained to be less assholes and more intelligent/personable?

Hey Junction Man and your slacker friends ---when are you all going to get off your lazy asses and be productive? Well, for starters, you could at least graduate. There's more to life than disc golf and getting high.

See? I was right about Ben Lewis and Rico -- it won't last long! Back to the hunting game.

Bow Before Your God, Ridor The Terrible!

I'm back. For the last two days, I had been bedridden with colds, sore throat and all that stuff you heard from different sources. I'm rejuvenated. Back to normal. Told Beth that the little lump on my left shoulder seems to be growing. Perhaps, I'll be the Hunchback of New York in a short time.

A conservative friend of mine IMmed me today with this article and said I should check this out -- he nailed on how I looked at things. Perhaps, you guys should read and think about it a little more and ... thank Osama Bin Laden.

Like it or not, Osama did things that pulled us into the fray. Too bad, Bush does not look at it as a bait -- he looks at it as a crusade of "freedom", "terrorism", "liberty" and "anti-gay".

North Dallas Thirty wrote an entry to celebrate Texas' 169 years of "independence". How silly is that? I personally think Texas is not worthy enough to be part of the United States. Its people are greedy, they required more space, more things, more food, more oil, more of anything else, really!

They claimed that they honored Erastus Smith, a deaf person who helped Sam Houston to beat Santa Ana by blowing up the bridge, which trapped Santa Ana as well as spying for Sam Houston. They honored Erastus Smith by naming a county "Deaf Smith" in the far corner of Texas Panhandle, away from the normal folks to find out who he is! It is away from a major highway, away from bigger cities -- the county is simply sitting on a desolate area that has no purpose of attracting people to find out who he is.

It is like, "Yes, we honored him for doing this. That's why we gave him a county. Far over there, no -- far away on ur left side ... that dusty room where nobody ever entered the room!"

Gee, thanks, hearie Texans for such being assholes to Erastus Smith -- get this, you would NOT have Texas if not for Deaf Smith. Stephen F. Austin was mere a wuss politician, Sam Houston depended heavily on Erastus Smith! And where did you put Erastus Smith? In the fucking corner where nobody visited!

Update! I just wanted to make sure that there is a major highway going through Deaf Smith because I drove through one -- twice. Interstate 40 rolled into Deaf Smith County from Oldham County for less than 1/4 of a mile before entering New Mexico. You could take a pic of "Deaf Smith County" board and still see a board few hundreds of feet away welcoming you into New Mexico. It sucked.

Gee, thanks a lot, you Texan fags!

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P.S. Bitch Session II Deadline Tonight -- I got more than 15. Be afraid.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Sometimes I Do Not Like Gays

A Roehmosexual, FagPatriot, heckled at NGLTF about Topeka's repeal of ban on gay rights in a red state. But FagPatriot did not mention that NGLTF was the driving force behind the Topeka's repeal. They went out to Topeka and pushed for it. What about FagPatriot? Driving around in a blue state in Los Angeles. Go figure.

A jilted lover burns his partner's car and house because his partner loved his Volkswagen more than him in Bath, Pennsylvania.

A gay student was bashed by six caucasian men in Chapel Hill, North Carolina and meanwhile, the fraternity at UNC, Alpha Iota Omega, has only 3 members and they are suing the University for trying to force all organizations not to discriminate against anyone based on race, creed and orientation. Only 3? Desperate for attention?

I'm gonna watch Six Feet Under or Oz tonight On Demand.

It s fun watching hearing people getting killed these days. You do not see a deaf person dropping dead on television these days. Hundreds of hearies die on TV and movies. The TV must be so anti-hearie.

Hahahahaha

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Weird Names

Last night, it snowed heavy. But it does not stop me from going to The Cock Bar. I had a good time chatting with people -- it's not crowded like normal but it is much fun that way.

I saw Richie, Patrick, Corey, JonJon and few others.

Corey asked me if I heard about Fred Durst and I nodded. He smiled like Hell and said, "You have it?" I nodded and will send it to him.

Suddenly, one drunkard guy came to me and wrote that his name is 74168. I was baffled and asked him to tell me his name once again. He was annoyed and said, "I am 74168."

Then he became out of control to a point where I asked Corey to do something. He got booted out.

74168? Yeah, my ass is my real name.

Later, I met another guy named Jessiah. I was perplexed with the name. He said his mother mixed "Jesus" and "Messiah" into one. Oh, lord. Somebody whack me already. He asked me to dance, I declined. He wrote a note to DJ JonJon to play a song, DJ JonJon tried to speak to him directly, Jessiah refused and insisted to write down -- he is hearing! It was dumbass thing to observe.

He then pulled me to dance with him which I said OK for his sake -- when the dance was done, Jessiah slapped me. He said I can dance very well and that I tried to lie my way out, that's why he slapped me. Then kissed me.

Whatever. I just grinned and he asked me to get in touch with him. Maybe. I will.

I don't know.

Then a guy tapped me on my shoulder and tried to speak to me. I didn't understand him, it was too dark -- he then wrote on a napkin, "I am an actor."

Why tell me? I wrote back, "So?"

He said he wanted to tell me that he acted in several productions. I'm like, okay, what should I say this time? Weird. Later, he finally chatted with me about few things which was very nice.

Then I met a caucasian guy from NYU. He was cute, adorable, and easy on my eyes. Very hugable.

Then he told me that he was born in Honolulu, Hawai'i, and that his name is Uriel.

Yeah, he emailed me this afternoon.

But what's up with these odd names last night?

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Lynch dirty Conservatives, filthy Republicans and X-ian nuts!

See more problems?

The leading Islamic scholar in Pakistan said that gays are such a threat to the society.

And some Conservative Congressman gave a lecture at their local christian church that "we ought to nuke Syria" while the audience cheered on.

Which one is bad? Both are equally bad and stupid.

Now the report is coming out in Chicago that a Federal Judge's husband and mother was slain, possibly with the connections of Matthew Hale, the founder of the World Church of the Creator. Matthew Hale is a racist pig who used the Bible to justify the hatred of races.

Bet you a dollar that most of 'em voted, donated and supported the Conservative Republicans bent on X-ian ideology, but the conservative Republicans will deny and "renounce" them before the public. Booring.

Now with the BTK Killer in Wichita being caught, it turns out that he is X-ian who attended church all his life. Bet you a dollar that the Churches will say that he is not a Christian, that he is doing the works for Satanists like us.

When the X-ians found out that they got bad apples on their hands, they quickly throw it to the other side and say, "See! See! They're evil!"

I'm like, whatever.

I'm glad that John Aravosis of AMERICAblog is helping a gay couple to sue the USA NEXT organization, the conservative Republicans group that used the same tactics of SWIFT BOAT VETS to ambush John Kerry.

Why suing the USA NEXT? Richard Raymen and Steven Hansen were not happy that a photo of them kissing was used as an ad to attack the American Associated of Retired Persons (AARP). This happened when the AARP announced that they are not for privatization of Social Security, the USA NEXT took the gay couple's picture and American soldier and make it two-picture with red "X" on American Soldier, green "check" on men kissing that reads: The Real AARP Agenda.

Richard and Steven made an effort to reach the organization to remove and apologize for using the picture in an homophobic and libelous manner, the organization refused -- so John is helping them to sue and infilitrate the conservative organization as it deserved.

And I just read the NY BLADE over the weekend, apparently, the USA NEXT organization is owned by a Roehmosexual named Charles Francis. I'm all for John, Richard and Steven to bankrupt the organization.

I am hoping that the AARP will counter-attack and burn the USA NEXT for doing the malicious efforts.

I love Anderson Cooper. He's hot. I knew he's gay. He is well-known for being open wiht his sexuality and even mentioned that he was with a baseball player which he was/is fiercely protective of his identity. Even with his silver head, he is da bomb.

On another hand, it is no secret that many conservative Republicans became staunch supporters of GW Bush right after the demise of World Trade Center. They claimed that it impacted them. Did their relatives die in the buildings? Bet you a dollar or two -- very few actually had their relatives and/or friends were killed. But they decided to be drama queens and weepy all over it. It's silly.

They claimed that they are fighting for freedom, to preserve the America ideals ... but the truth is that they are playing into Osama's cards as scheduled. All I can say is ... stay tuned for more drama.

At least, more hearies dead, not us, right?

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Monday, February 28, 2005

I Want One, Too

It'd be nice to own this! Each time I put the knives down, I can think of people that I cannot stand. That would be nice, eh?

Thanks to vividblurry for this stuff.



REMINDER! Ridor's Bitch Session II is due on this Friday. I already got about a dozen of comments ... so fire away.

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Say Again?

Last Saturday afternoon, I was reading through the NY POST and much to my delight, it mentioned that there was more than 3 minutes of porn with Fred Durst fucking some girl out on the internet. Fred's PR tried to clamp it down but things fell apart as someone decided to post the raucous porn of Fred Durst on the 'net. I always thought Fred Durst is hot ... despite the fact that he is so heterosexual. So it was natural for me not to wait to find it out -- so off I searched throughout the Internet.

Found it. Fred is exact what I always sensed, lusted and hoped for. Fred, if you need a guy to teach you few tricks, I'm here.

At the same time, I was reading NY POST and noticed something odd. "Homicide bomber". Instead of "suicide bomber". NY POST is owned by Murdoch who also owned FOXNEWS. Murdoch is heavily conservative Republican as well. They decided to adopt the Bush Administration's suggested term that the press use "Homicide Bomber" instead of "Suicide Bomber".

Why? Homicide is impossible to attract the empathy from the readers than suicide. In order for the Bush Administration to turn the tide on people that opposed them, it is better to replace the term to give them an edge over the opponents. This way, they can attempt to win the support of everyone else to subjugate the others.

When you heard of a murder, you absolutely have no empathy for the murderer. But when you heard of a suicide, you tend to have a shred of empathy for the suicidal person. It was clever of the administration trying to absolve them of their empathic outlet by changing the terms.

But look at the bright side, it won't stop right there. The violence is all based on a cycle, really. It goes back and forth for years.

But at least, it does not concern me. If you look at the big theater screen, they only killed the majority of hearies.

Hahahahahahaha!

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Who Is Sue Gunter?

Sue Gunter


Category: Sports

Yes, roll your eyes. Another topic in sports, oh, please. Eh? But trust me, my readers, this is the one that will make you feel good. It will make women feel they are capable of doing this on their own.

Sue Gunter was the Head Coach of Louisiana State University Women's Basketball team for more than two decades. Last year, during the mid-season, at 72, she encountered difficulties in breathing and was hospitalized. Then she found out that she had a se vere case of Bronchitis as well as other ailments. Sue realized that she has to let it go, she did not hesitate to turn it over to her assistant in Dana "Pokey" Chatman.

In 35 years of coaching business, Sue amassed more than 700 victories out of nearly 1,000 games -- not only that, out of 35 years, there were 3 seasons that were not counted because the records were simply lost. Sue did not start with everything. She started with cheap stuff that was allocated to her at Stephen F. Austin State University and Middle Tennessee State University. She made sure that there was something for her team at the end. In the days before Title IX, the women sports were largely ignored, hostile and marginalized by men. Sue is one of the pioneers who kept on going and going, even years after the passage of Title IX.

Sue , the Pioneer of Women's Basketball

She could have retire at 65, but she did not want to stop doing stuff that she loved -- coaching, she continued until she was 72. She coached in Southeastern Conference, the nation's most best sport for Women's Basketball. You have to endure dealing with eternal powerhouses in Tennessee, Auburn and Georgia along with frequent upstarts in Alabama, Florida, South Carolina and Arkansas. Not only that, Sue had to deal with the neighborhood teams such as Texas, Louisiana Tech and Tulane over the years.

Often she did not amass a great wealth of talent on her team like Pat Summitt does at Tennessee, but Sue always found a way to bring the best out of her players.

She found one in Pokey Chatman when she was a senior at LSU. LSU was unranked going into the 1991 SEC Tournament. Sue bellowed that nobody in the country can stop Pokey. Apparently, she got the message. She was virtually unstoppable as LSU upsets Georgia, Auburn and Tennessee to win the SEC Championship.

Sue Gunter with Pokey Chatman

I love the way Sue Gunter applied her defense pressure on Tennessee. If you look at how it was being done, it was done in such a fashion, frantic pressures that totally rattled and ripped Tennessee apart in matter of few minutes.

Later, Pokey became her loyal assistant coach for more than a decade. Slowly, they built the talents for her program over the years.

Last year was the year that finally peaked for Sue's team as it reached the Top 5 in the country but her ailments had to sidetrack her off the court. Sue did not hesitate but told the LSU Athletic Department that Pokey has to take over her place, effectively.

Pokey, once again, got the message and blitzed through the SEC Tournament and ripped Tennessee apart and rolled into the Final Four for the first time in LSU's history.

Today, Sue continues to relax as her protege is settling in as Head Coach as she led LSU in dominating the nation with No. 1 ranking and a 14-0 unblemished record in the Southeastern Conference including the thrashing of Tennessee, heading into the SEC Tournament. They are also heavily favorite to win the national championship.

Coach Pat Summitt of Tennessee remarked recently, "Pokey is Sue Gunter, Jr."

If Virginia does not win anything in the NCAAs, I'm all for Pokey and Sue to win it all.

There is nobody else who deserved more than Sue Gunter.

The Portrait of Sue Gunter with Her Protege, #10 Pokey Chatman

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Sunday, February 27, 2005

Oh, Fuck

I want Desperate Housewives and Boston Legal back already. I am sick of the Academy Awards aka the Oscars. 3 hours are too much.

It is not about winning the best in what they do. It is more politics, trying to appease the public than the art itself. You rarely see any obscure film to win anything else. It is bullshit.

The Oscars are so yesterday.

Today, I had to resort on watching the repeated flicks on cable just to avoid the Oscars.

See? Here is the gay fellow who does not give a shit about the Oscars! The horrors!

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Last Night Was Interesting

Went out to meet Surdus at Pieces Bar. He was there with Roberts, Alberto (not that Acosta crap) and Victor. It was interesting evening.

After Roberts left, we ended up going to Duplex Bar -- I got hit on by a guy. Very nice, then we saw the bartender wearing Mike Piazza's NY Mets Jersey shirt. This guy who was hitting on me smiled and pointed at the bartender's jersey and pulled his cell numbers.

He showed me the cell number of this player and wrote down on the napkin, "Piazza is lousy lay, you know? I did him three times."

I smiled so hard and said, "Really, you should have invited me over."

He smiled and hugged, then kissed me. I usually do not kiss on first meet. In fact, I hate that. But going through a funky phase, a kiss is better than nothing, really.

Interesting, though. Then two more guys hit on me in another bar. That was bit too much for me. Because I normally do not get hit on by anyone else in particular. Oy vey.

All three guys kept on saying stuff like, "You're beautiful", "Your facial features are hot" and "I like your smile".

Each time, I shot back, "You should see me yesterday when I was mad."

That was a good way to damp the compliments, though.

Getting hit on by these guys does not mean that I like people. I still dislike people, though. I am still leery of hearies, so sue me.

Banjo, McCock, Kurzetard and Grant Laird, Jr: Stop worrying so much about Arnie -- I do not give a fuck if the picture is real or fake. It is funny picture -- my blog is not designed to educate, inform or document everything that is real all the time -- it is designed to entertain people, like it or not. So fuck off, dickwads!!

Besides, Arnie was always a lousy actor to start with.

Don't you think it is silly that Medicaid will not cover your hearing aids but will cover your cochlear implants? I hate hearies' monopoly of commercialism out there.

Somebody kill 'em, please.

Oh, speaking of killing, there was an article in NY POST that talked about someone discovered limbs and legs and later, the torso in the subway tunnels. They identified this guy as 19 years old guy from Brooklyn. NY POST is Murdoch-owned which also owned FOXNEWS which is famous for inaccurate and biased reports. One word: Ugh.

Anyway, last night, I read the NY Blade that this particular deceased 19 years old guy is gay. It is possible gay-to-gay crime or hate crime. The NYPD described it as "cleanly killing" -- probably by a medical expert because the torso, limbs and legs were sawed off in a rather perfect manner. Ugh.

At least, another hearing person is dead. More to come.

There is God out there. *snicker*

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Gee Whiz!

At least, this guy on left of Queen Elizabeth II can boast that he did this RIGHT next to her!!

Thanks to Postcards from Hell's Kitchen.

Cheers,

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Let's Mock Some Xians!

You know, last night ... I was flipping the channels. And I saw the show about Benny Hinns. I absolutely hate him. Anyway, Benny was travelling across India, trying to promote Christianity. The captions were on tube, I rolled my eyes when Benny Hines shouted "Hallelujah."

Anyway, his aide was weeping as he brought an Indian girl to the stage. He shouted to Benny that this girl was deaf! But when she arrived to the stage, God restored her hearing loss. They went on to test her hearing by standing behind her and each time, she spoke -- it was obviously staged. It is disgusting and sickening -- made me want to puke the hairball out.

How can they profess to be the "followers of Jesus Christ" if they lied about things like that? Only THEY knew.

Anyway, here is the bad news about the ILY sign. A certain reader emailed me to check it out. I thought it was interesting that he spent the time to do the website on ILY sign associated with ...

Oh My God, Satanists!


Pitiful hearies xians.

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Friday, February 25, 2005

See What I Mean?

Today I tried to post an ad on craigslist.org -- in order to verify myself to pose the personal ad, one has to type the five letters to prevent from being spammed.

It popped up five letters that reads like this:



I can't get a break from this.

Oh, well.

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The Somerville Gates

You know The Gates, the famous orangish thing that runs around the Central Park?

Well there is another one in Somerville, Massachusetts.

It gets so popular that they had to shut the website down.

Just perfect for my grouchy mode.

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Maria Shriver Must Love It!

This is gross.

Hopefully, gay men will think twice before imitating this fool.

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(Still in that mode)

... And TGIF?

What the fuck is going on with the live reports about the old geezer in Rome? Like Beth said, drop dead already! Do not interfere with my ordinary yet so boring routine with life so far.

I don't care much for the old geezer and his pessimistic attitudes on gays. I rather to save Toby than to save this Pope John Paul II.

I'm still in that funky mode. It is getting worse. I think you can see it on my blogging performance. Maybe the weather is to be blame? It is still snowing as I speak.

These days, I am bit annoyed reading some of cliquish bloggers who shrieked about things that means nothing to me.

I just learned that Andy Lange, the current President of NAD, got a position within that group, the CSD organization in Sioux Falls, South Dakota. He also purchased a home in Sioux Falls as well. It is certainly mind-boggling to know that the NAD's relationship with the CSD has been, at times, strained and each badmouthed the other in the last few years.

And now Andy, himself the President of NAD, works at CSD?

I guess it goes with a cliche that says, "If you cannot beat 'em, hire 'em."

I guess, this is another opportunity for Andy to continue and expand his personal needs which many Deaf people within the NAD and the CSD are aware of.

Ahh, I really felt for these persons who rejected someone' advances. In a certain way, I'm thankful that I'm faggot which I do not have to contend or deal with these crazy notions out there.

I was surfing the CSD's website. It is amusing to see that so many NAD members are working for CSD now. I cannot help but to be curious about the relationship between the Mother Rarus and the Son Rarus?

It is interesting to look at the "people" of CSD, so many of them used to work or serve the NAD before flip-flopping over to the CSD. Not that it is bad to flip-flop but certainly interesting. Curiosity piqued me a little -- I do not see any minority groups except for high profile figure like Dr. Davila. Maybe gays do not want to be caught dead in Sioux Falls. But what about African-Americans? Is there any in Sioux Falls?

I once visited Sioux Falls in '98 and stayed for two days. Visited CSD and SDSD. Even visited the town's only gay bar through the alley! I is the VEE! But guess what? I do not recall seeing an African American walking around the town.

I also learned that YLC (Youth Leadership Camp) is going back to Camp Taloali after the two-year hoppings at South Dakota and Florida. Because of repeated hurricane strikes that devastated Florida last year, the Camp Endeavour cannot provide the location for NAD's YLC. So it was left with no home. So they are strolling back to Oregon. I went to YLC in '90 and it was the first year of NAD's YLC in Oregon, after more than a decade in Minnesota. Tim Rarus was the YLC Camp Director at that time, now Tim Rarus works for the CSD.

Suffice to say, my memories of YLC was mind-blowing one. I am not sure if the readers wanted me to touch the good and bad sides of YLC during my stay at YLC. Do you guys want me to talk about it? Let me know so I can think about sharing some of explosive issues that the NAD probably does not want the world to know.

Anyway, as you can see the moods I am in as of lately, it is no secret that I am easily pissed off at little things around me. So when I learned about the recent developments that has nothing to do with me, I get annoyed anyway!

I must thank some certain friends who has been patient with my grouchy side. Merritt, Manny Swoosh, Toby O., defbef, McFly, Jeff, Alex (Yeah, that Abenchuchan boy), Perlis, Ty the Superstar and Sarah. They managed to make me smile for few minutes before I slip back into grouchy mode.

Later,

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

New Nickname for New York?

The Big Apple, to many, is so yesterday.

They wanted a new nickname for New York City in time for NYC 2012 Olympics -- they are working to make it "The World's Second Home".

I thought it was a hairball.

I preferred the term suggested by AM New York newspaper:

The City Your Mama Warned You About!

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Funky Conspiracy Theories?

Was babbling to Ty about the funky moods and frustrated, along with few IMs with Beth, Sarah and Jason.

Ty in Califunny cracked me up -- here is the dialogue:

Ridor9th: i'm in these funky moods these days
Ridor9th: ugh
XXXXXXXXX: it's in the air
XXXXXXXXX: something's going on
XXXXXXXXX: i feel it too
Ridor9th: making me want to bang my head on the wall or something
Ridor9th: all right
Ridor9th: getting something to eat
Ridor9th: perhaps a cat [My roommate Perlis' cat]
XXXXXXXXX: ricky! eating pussy... you've finally come around... hee hee
Ridor9th: *groan*
Ridor9th: perv
Ridor9th: :-)

Slip Into The Ocean, Please?

I'm still in that funky mode.

You know, when I grew up, I had to hear the incessant remarks of how "awesome" California is all about.

Now, it's raining incessantly and the grounds are too saturated. Any homes can just slip down into the ocean if they wanted to.

Even if the rains are done, they are not out of the woods for weeks.

Should an earthquake occurs, things shall happen so dramatically -- things will go down with lots of rumblings and tumblings.

Much to my chagrin and amusement, I'm all for it. I'm so ready to see the portions of California in the ocean just to see people's reactions on it.

"Oh, California is so overrated."

"Hollywood is now located in Barstow!"

"Oh, California is so yesterday."

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It Is True

I'm in a deep funky mood these days.

I just do not like people. I do not like talking to people except for my roommate, Perlis.

I just do not care much for anyone else, anything else and what's up on the 'net.

It reminded me of a childhood dream of mine that I always wanted to vanish and hitchiking across the countryside. Where people do not know who I am, where people will never know who I am right after I slipped out of a town. I am in that mode as of now.

Which is why I care less about blogging these days. I do not care much for family, friends or anything else. I guess, what they said is true about me -- I do have a streak of black, cold and icy heart.

Oh, well.

You know, the Natives' spirit once told The Spectre, "All things I told you came to pass, did they?"

That is my notion as of now. Figure it out, guys and gals. But as always, once in a while, I always snap back to the reality.

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Down, Down and Down

Last night, went to The Cock Bar to see Corey and Kev once again. Which was very nice. Hadn't seen 'em in weeks. The best part is that I didn't have to pay that much for more than 10 drinks.

That is nice.

I also met a cute guy as well -- 3rd guy in 4 days. This time, he demanded me to email him in the morning -- but when I got home, the internet connection went dead. Took me all day to figure it out and get it back on.

Naturally, I'm not in mood to harp on things around me. So I'm gonna be miserable all night long. Just my personality.

Remember a while ago that I caused a firestorm on a blog (I cannot remember where) where I mentioned that I stopped donating $ to the AIDS organizations because they do not address the barebacking, crystal meth and complacency issues. If they want to get HIV/AIDS, yay for 'em!

Some said I was so mean, downright horrible -- even, one person called me a militant terrorist for that.

Basically, what I pointed out last year is that ... in the last 20 years, we found more information on how to protect ourselves as well as how to manage the virus in the long term. But more, more and more people alarmed me when they clamored that with everything going on, it is *still* a choice for them to make, which means it is not your decision but theirs.

Translation: It is my choice not to donate a cent to any HIV/AIDS organizations because there are people who attempted to make this a choice to acquire.

And today, with HIV 2.0 possibly running around, many gay people are responding with an attitude that I already demonstrated a long time ago.

About fucking time if you ask me!

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Monday, February 21, 2005

Republicans = Fascists?

Last night, it snowed fiercely. We got about 5 inches. Today by 5 PM, I don't see any major slush areas to report. How odd is that?

I was surfing around the websites.

CANNONFIRE is certainly very intriguing. The writer is heterosexual but he coined a new term which I agreed completely. What do you define a group of gay people who advocated the right-wing groups that is bent on eradicating gays? Do we call them gay? Nah, we do not have to. They are ... Roehmosexuals!

Dan Gurley, Ken Mehlman, Roy Cohn, FagPatriot, Jeff Gannon/James Dale Guckert, Scott McLellan, Bobby Eberle ... all fits in the description of self-hating gays who are willing to help others to destroy gays and lesbians.

Why Roehmosexuals? Know who Ernst Roehm? He was a gay confidante of Adolf Hitler who supported Hitler in rounding many groups including gays and in the end, Hitler killed Roehm, anyway! The morale of the story is that it does not pay to be greed.

I agreed with CANNONFIRE with the term and its description. Thanks, Cannonfire!

You know, the Republicans wanted nothing more than to control the whole government through manipulation. They are not interested in allowing the Democrats to have its party or even independents. They wanted to control each state government, the whole branches of federal system. Their goal is to instill the judges with Republican backgrounds, Republicans winning every districts across the nation. They will try to outspend, corrupt, manipulate the voters to get what they wanted. They had, did and will continue to smear Democrats on many things.

The Republicans would love to have the complete control of everything without any intrustion by any party -- what does it means to you? Fascism. Just like wht Adolf Hitler did when they manipulated Germany and won the majority then smeared and ostracized the parties to a point where they are all illegal and only one party remained. That is fascism.

At the pace the Republicans are doing to us all, fascism is looming not far behind not in the Middle East but in our backyard.

Beware.

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On another note, I was stunned to see my name being mentioned by my cousin who is only 13 on his own blog. Apparently, he reads my blog. Good for him. To see that some people will keep their minds open regardless where they are. Mary, you're doing a good job as a mother.

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By X'Hal, What Is Going On?

All day long on Sunday, I was bit in a funky mood. Very difficult to describe the moods I was in. However, my sister quickly IMmed me to tell me to turn on to watch The Simpsons which I was already on it.

The Simpson had a gay theme on it -- this time, it is about gay marriage in Homer's Garage. Guess who is a cuntlicker? Marge's older twin sister. Homer seemed to be cool about it, but Marge had a hard time dealing with it. But in the end, you know how it ends. Always with a good note.

Then it was time for Desperate Housewives. Another gay theme! This time, with a delicious twist that made me feel afraid for these two kids. You see, Gabrielle Solis had a brief fling with a houseboy (whose in real life is gay, how ironic!). Somehow, the houseboy told his best friend about it. His best friend started to bother Gabrielle Solis about having sex. After Gabrielle blasted him to smithereens for pushing the button -- he caved in and said that he needed to try with a woman because he thinks he is gay. And he does not want a girl in his school because everyone will know. Gabrielle had this attitude that says, "Deal with this, wuss."

When Gabrielle made out with this kid then asked him if he feels anything, he shook his head. "Then you are definitely gay." She walked out of the bedroom.

Few hours later, the character by Tori Hatcher saw two persons in the pool which she thought was her daughter with someone else so both persons were holding their breath under the water. Tori refused to leave. Both came out -- this time, it's not her daughter. It is that gay character with Bree's son.

Drama! I got the feeling that it will end with a suicide for one of these boys. Because the suburban wives are either "cold", "tough" and "panicky". Bree's son already had a tumultuous relationship with Bree. I think they made a cute couple.

One can hope.

Then it was time for Boston Legal. You gotta love the idea that William Shatner's character, Denny Crane's son is Donny Crane acted by the irresistible hunk, Freddie Prinze Jr. Both has ego. When Denny demanded his son to utter "Denny Crane". His son said, 'Donny Crane'. Denny has a thing with hearing his own name. It gives him orgasms.

For some reasons, Denny and Donny did not get along very well, I wonder if it's about gay issue? No idea. Perhaps another time.

But last night, there were bit too many shows on gays. What gives?

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The Next Target Is ...

You know, I enjoyed watching "Jack & Bobby" TV shows. I normally liked 30-minute shows because I have no patience for an hour of drama. But "Jack & Bobby" is such an intelligent show to a point where I can tolerate for an hour.

Why do I like it? It simply dismantled the conservative notions and family values, thanks to the mother of Jack and Bobby. Grace is absolutely great mother, even not the perfect mother but she intends to be good one for Jack and Bobby. It is a show that should be forced upon the conservative-ladden families across the country.

You know, more and more silly things are popping up across the nation which was propelled by Xians, Conservatives and right-wing groups which took control of the Republicans. When I saw this article, I could not believe this. Is this some kind of a joke? This is national embarrassment!

So what can we do to push the right-wing groups out of the Republican party in order to crush these silly notions that are being imposed upon us all? The first agenda is to get rid of the persons who are slowly "climbing upwards" using the conservative, Xian and right-wing rhetoric -- Senator Rick Santorum (R-PA).

This fool wanted to be the President someday. Remember Eric Heckman? Rick Santorum is Eric Heckman to the Hearing World. Before Rick Santorum became the Senator, he was brownnosing people on the streets in Scranton, PA and standing at the intersections, trying to win the people -- and he succeeded. If you look at the most recent State of the Union Address, who was right next to GW Bush? Rick Santorum.

Rick Santorum is one of the aspiring Conservative who kept on comparing gays with animals. He kept on bashing a lot of things that can be used for good of this country. I agreed with someone else on some blog (which I forgot already, shit!) that to make a sacrifical lamb to send the message to the right-wing groups that we are back, we must remove Rick Santorum from his senatorship.

So if the moderates of the Republican party wanted to have a balance in its party, they have to depose Rick Santorum. So let's go and do it.

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

The War on Drugs Are Over

When you see a dealer selling Meth in a small town of Fredonia (populated at 500), you know the War on Drugs is finished.

When you heard about the arrest of AIDS Worker for selling Meth, it just confirmed that the War on Drugs is finished.

The government lost, the people won.

Let the Anarchy rock. C'est la vie!

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Am I OK?

I got a permission to showcase one more picture of Grand Teton, which was photographed by Jim Zuckerman. This is great picture, is it? Jim Zuckerman also has a photography website.



Anyway, went to Web's parents' Wine n Cheese party, very nice. It was good to see Web's brother. He looked much cuter than ever. At first, I did not recognize him because of his massive haircut. I teased about the septic tank thing, it is an inside joke. Sorry, guys.

After that, I thought of going to a gay bar for a drink because I hadn't been out to a gay bar in weeks. Off to Pieces and I ended up having fun moments with Chad.

Then last night, with another guy.

I don't know if I'm normal or not. Two guys in a row in the same weekend -- must be a record for me to be assertive to chat with hearing boys.

Oh, by the way, I did *not* go to their homes, I do not do that stuff, though. And so do they, I think we are better than the most. In the process, they just asked me to call/email as "soon as can be, please" when we parted. Of course, after few kisses.

That should be a good sign. I think.

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Ridor's Bitch Session I

This was sent to me via e-mails and IMs under the agreement that I will *not* reveal who's who -- basically, ANYONE (even YOU) ELSE can e-mail or IM me to bitch at someone else, I'll simply copy and paste it! Up next is March 4, 2005!

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"Today i woke up and decided to bitch at... RIDOR" just simply cuz you screwed up like always and wasnt able to come this weekend.

Gallaudet you are in, Graduate you will this May, and Golly gee you are...

Raymond Merritt's ass is great, is it? Nearly impossible NOT to look at it!

Little things and big things that go wrong, you assume they are all about you.

Why is that when I tell a hearing person that I'm Deaf, he then yelled at me up close in my face. I repeated the information that I cannot hear. He then moved himself to my ear and shouted again! Honey, please do not spray your germs on my ears.

"Why do this happen to me?" when WTC came down and you had NO relatives or friends working there.

Being narcissitic will not make you popular, Melissa!

"They hate me!" when you found out that a lot of soldiers were sent to Iraq.

"How could that happen to me?" When Pro-war protest marches occured in Washington D.C, and you ARE for the war.

Why did Dana Sipek go back to Bren Stern after what he did to her?

"How could they do that to me?" Everytime friends got fed up with your drama pouting and crying for more than months and years, which ruined several friends' birthday parties, homecomings, dinners out, and even relationships due to your infamous sulking.

Mother in Law from the Hell – Being a spoiled brat will not get you anywhere and watch your mouth – your mouth needs to be cleaned.

You agreed to help many lesbian women to get pregnant by donating semen, but then turned around to say "only by real intercourse."( I changed his quote)

Believing in onself to be perfect is often the sign of a delusional mind. This is for Kurzetard and McCock!

You smiled when there was no birth control used between you and a woman, she got pregnant,and you pouted when she aborted it. "Why couldn't she keep the baby? I could take care of it!" (unemployed, having no place to live, no health insurance, nothing!)

wtf is it with letting scientists restore small animals' hearing? we're next, fuckwads! pay attention!

Vagina! Vagina! Vagina! See? The sky is not falling down if you sign "vagina" in public. C'mon, say it with a smile on your face. If you do not like it, why marry a woman?

We all ask.. WHEN will you GET over that the world is NOT about you and being selfish will lose you friends if not already done! We have been there for you for months and years, giving you support, but we are wising up that you're using us for theatre practice.

A pet peeve is when idiots come up to me and tell me how smart they are and yet they don't really understand much. Not saying I'm smart, just annoys me to see idiots who think they are smarter than everyone else.

Did you notice that Kenton Twidt asked practically almost EVERYONE ELSE except for gays for a blowjob?

Matthew Kohashi comes to mind ... Know him? He was a huge KG asskisser ... You know the type ... I feel llke saying "so u made it on ur 4th try. Congratulations ... You're an inspiration to people to never give up."

I am sick and tired of those fake "friends" who invite you to go out for coffee or want to do something with you and then they never follow through.

Anthony Adamo, we all know why you're at gally- you're a small fish who cant live in a big pond. You're HEARING and yet you cant make it to the hearing world. Tsk, tsk. And we all know what you did to a few deaf girls. Get the fuck out of here.

Friday, February 18, 2005

Second Star On Right And Straight To Jackson Hole!

Today I turned on PBS and guess who came on? Postcards from Buster. Buster was visiting Jackson Hole! O-boy, you do not know how I feel about Jackson Hole. I quickly was tickled pink. I love this place.

My close friends knew that I have a special place in my heart for Jackson Hole, a town right next to the majestic Grand Teton National Park. It was said that during the Lewis & Clark Expedition, Lewis & Clark sent John Cotler on the South Fork of Missouri River which led into Yellowstone where John saw the "devil's fountain" and Tetons mountains.

John eventually returned to meet Lewis & Clark and described the stuff that he saw, Lewis & Clark thought he was crazy. That "devi's fountain" is now known as the geysers of Yellowstone. Later, when they returned to St. Louis, John Cotler got an urge to return to the Teton Mountains. He did and he was never found again.

I drove to Jackson Hole in '98 and when I set my eyes on Grand Teton for the first time, it simply overwhelmed my senses. I had to park the car and sat on the hood of the car to absorb everything. Grand Teton is simply amazing place to stay. I personally thought Yellowstone was overrated but ... maybe it is because I came to the place about 5 years after the fires?

The town of Jackson is pretty much reserved for rich people. It has Gap, Banana Republic and Old Navy -- which contradicts many small towns of less than 10,000 that does not have these stores. I stayed in a hostel and met some cool folks. I spent 5 days instead of two days in Jackson Hole.

When I left Jackson Hole, I felt an emptiness. A void. I finally understood what John Cotler meant by that. He had to return or die trying.

When I flew to Seattle with Toby, in '01, we were leaving Denver en route to Seattle -- somehow, I felt a turbulence on the plane. I turned to look outside of the window. I saw Grand Teton standing proudly as ever. It is as if the spirits acknowledged that I was passing by. I quikcly told Toby about it, Toby rolled his eyes and said, "Whatever!"

It is no secret that someday I want to buy a home in Jackson Hole as 2nd home, of course.


Grand Teton Waiting For Me


Cheers,

R-

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Who's Drunk Now?

When I was in DC, I read The Washington Post which it mentioned that on Route 50 between Annapolis and Bowie, Maryland -- a flock of birds feasted on berries which they were drunk and flew too low into the traffic of Route 50.

Many birds were killed or injured as lots of birds collided with trucks and cars during the evening rush hours.

Lots of people were baffled to know why hundreds of birds are dead.

Later, they said it is because they were drunk.

Apparently, it happened again in Columbia, South Carolina.

Gives a new meaning of Eat, Don't Fly, eh?

R-

Chicago, Beware!

My friend in Chicago is busy getting ready to move to Downtown Chicago. He showed me the pics of his apartment which probably has the best view of Chicago skyscrapers. I'm completely in awe of that place.

Have fun in settling down in the apartment and be mesmerized with the best view of Chicago.

Here are two pics of Chicago from their new apartment -- wow!

Chicago, Here I come!

Hey, be sure to prepare me a cot when I come in town, willja?

Cheers,

R-

After Seeing "Deaf Mute", I Stopped Reading The Article

Michelle Malkin wrote an article in NY POST called The UN Rape Club. Malkin is well-known for her conservative beliefs on her blogsite, often ranting and ripping the Liberals or anyone who questioned the government -- I won't be surprised that Malkin would consider anyone else who questioned the government to be terrorists.

Each time, I saw or read her name, I always rolled my eyes and snickered as well. But this article seems to be interesting until I reached 5th paragraph. She said, "... -- including the 15-year-old deaf mute daughter of ..."

That was a major turn-off for me. Especially for Deaf people who fought hard to remove the stigma of "deaf-mute" and "deaf and dumb" within the media. This young woman should know better than to call us "deaf-mute". That word is an insult, tantamount to a n-word for African Americans! How long will it takes for us to finally get through their "media barriers" that these words are inappropriate.

I guess if it is OK for her to call us "deaf-mute", and I think it is OK for me to call her a "gook" as well? You tell me.

R-

The Best Gay Joke

Two gay men decide to have a baby. They mix their sperm, then have a surrogate mother artificially inseminated. When the baby is born,they rush to the hospital. Two dozen babies are in the ward, 23 of which are crying and screaming.

One, over in the corner,is smiling serenely. A nurse comes by, and to the gays' delight, she points out the happy child as theirs.

"Isn't it wonderful?" Brad exclaims. "All these unhappy children, and ours is so happy."

The nurse says, "He's happy now. But just wait until we take the pacifier out of his ass."

* * *

*rimshot*

R-

Kappa Gamma & Phi Kappa Zeta

Do you ever get tired of these names sometimes?

I do.

It has nothing to do with me or my fraternity. But after reading this article, I cannot blame Dr. Gallop's annoyances with the mentality wall between two groups and the rest of student body.

Keith and I once sat in the foyer outside of Rathskellars and observed a freshman trying to make a conversation with Luke Ocuto who was very hostile and/or decidedly bored with this freshman BEFORE he even introduced himself to Luke. Keith and I cracked many jokes on that scenario incessantly all night long. But the point of that happenstance was tragic by itself -- that does NOT have to happen like that. But it does all the time at Gallaudet.

Sometimes it bothered me, sometimes it does not.

Not all KG brothers and PKZ sisters are like that, but the reality is that very few ones reached outside of its cliques, that is the truth. Today, I am still friends with one PKZ -- Rayni -- who else?

KG? Very few ones, why? I do not know why. But that does not matter to me, though.

It is evident that Dr. Gallop used the pseudonym name to avoid the wrath of Kappa Gamma and Phi Kappa Zeta -- it is obviously that s/he does not want to be humiliated or blacklisted on their lists. Dr. Gallop has the right to express her/his frustrations with the mentality wall between the two groups and the rest of student body.

With this article, perhaps, people will realize that maybe it is time to disband all fraternities & sororities -- I would not want that, though. Maybe THEY should go back to the secret societies like they used to be before they decided to go for greek? I really do not know.

You know, out of frustrations, we even have the obscene signs for Kappa Gamma and Phi Kappa Zeta. As you can see this -- this bore out of a frustration between these groups and the rest of student body. No, it is not the case of jealousy as many would wanted it to be, though.

At least, I used my real name but this article was well-thought article, well written by Dr. Gallop.

Oh, by the way, on 8th paragraph which it described a tall, a classy dresser with brown curly hair -- that has to be Dina Raevsky with Raylene Lotz.

R-

The Frat, Bizarre Incident(s), Dominic and Brendan Stern

I used to read "The Frat", a publication owned by the National Fraternal Society for the Deaf (NFSD) and I thrive on its chapters' reports. Many of them would start off with: "We report to you ..."

I always thought it was funny way to share the gossips, really. They often identified the names who died, who were sick, who celebrated their 50th year of marriage, who divorced and yes, went on vacation. They often said, "Mr. and Mrs. Smith motored to Orlando for a week-long vacation, please ask them if they enjoy their vacation."

Honest, it is cute but guess what? I do not give a fuck about asking them how they enjoyed their vacation or not!

Speaking of bizarre things to report, yesterday in the afternoon, I turned the lights off in the living room and hung out in my bedroom. Suddenly, I saw the lights turn on in the living room. Apparently, someone else is home. I walked back in the living room. Nobody else is there. The light switch on the wall indicated that someone pushed up. Later in the evening, it happened again. I distinctly turned the light switch down and this time, it is up. Nobody is home except for me. Do we have a company here on this ancient island? Perhaps so.

It appeared that we have a neighbor upstairs who also sported the same brand of coat I owned. We met in the hallway, we laughed. He introduced himself, his name is Dominic. He's cute. If he visits, I'll be sure to drop my pants for him the next time around. Either way, he asked me where I purchased my coat, I told him I bought it in Pentagon City, Virginia. He said he bought it in Albany, New York.

I just read a great article by Brendan Stern. Normally, Brendan Stern does not bother me as a person. He is bit mean for my taste, I guess. I think his sisters, Louise and Shoshana are interesting persons to loiter with. Especially with Shoshana. I had some fun times with Shoshana, she's smart woman with a wicked mouth but yet so funny to watch her deflating a guy's ego in a milisecond.

Anyway, Brendan wrote the article on Buck Naked Bison which I cannot help but grin all 'til the end. It was funny one, especially the ones where a hearing Australian told them that it's rude to sign in public and Bren's response was very classic but yet so appropriate. Thanks, Bren.

R-

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

First James Buchanan, Second Abraham Lincoln ...

You know, someone mentioned that 1 out of 10 men is gay.

Come to think of this -- we already have 45 presidents so far (correct me with the numbers but I know it's over 40), that means there has to be 4 Presidents that probably liked to have a dick up their asses.

1. James Buchanan, the only President that is bachelor until he died.
2. Abraham Lincoln, there are letters that indicated Lincoln's thighs are the best "femoral intercourse".

Now that leaves two more.

I'd vouch for George Washington to be gay. He married Martha Custis, and had several step-children. Step-children! You know, they say that if you look at GW's life, he always hang out with men. He went to the Revolutionary War with his men. He went on the expeditions with his men. If you look at his portraits, he is always surrounded by men. That raises a red flag, does it? And the way he walked on these portraits, only gay men can walk like that.

That takes care of George Washington. Who's the fourth one?

Someone said that it is GW Bush.

What? Thanks to Toby of Ramblings On The Matter, I was entertained with this article. Enjoy it while you can before someone takes it off in the name of liberty and freedom!

One question: Why did GW Bush makes 8 unscheduled and unannounced trips to Knoxville to visit Victor Ashe, who was the Mayor of Knoxville, Tennessee? Victor Ashe is "openly gay" and was a roommate and cheerleader along with GW Bush (!). To quiet the media, GW Bush sent Victor Ashe to be the Ambassador of Poland but that does not stop him from sending Victor candies and flowers to Victor, according to Poland newspapers.

Cheers,

R-

Whatever Happened to CNN's Crossfire?

Sometimes you would see two guys (one young, one older) arguing on CNN's Crossfire. I cannot stand Tucker Carlson most of all. He turned me off with many accusations and always attacked anything that is good with negativity.

When CNN brought Paul Begala and Tucker Carlson on the Crossfire, I immediately changed the channel. I do not want to see the captions popping out of Carlson's mouth. Folks, some of you may be shocked that I try to be optimistic on various things. I certainly try to be.

Ok, ok, you guys can stop laugh. I know it is hysterical. I'm waiting until you guys stop laugh.

Are you done with this? Ok, thank you! I know both parties argued over many things, but to attack an individual's integrity just because s/he accomplished something that you did not accomplish, that is pretty cheap shot.

When Tucker said he will eat his shoe if Hillary Clinton managed to sell more than a million non-fiction book. Hillary aced the feat with no problem and even brought a cake that looks like a shoe to Tucker. Hilary was so nice not to bring a real shoe! Whose integrity did it looks good on? Of course, Hilary.

For years, I cannot stand these two fools fighting on that show.

Until Jon Stewart, my idol because he puts the humor in everything else be it politics, life and current events, came on the show and chided Tucker Carlson on their show. Suffice to say, Jon Stewart was right when he said that their show served no purpose but to foster a hostile attitude between different groups, especially with liberals and conservatives, Republicans and Democrats and so on.

In few weeks, Jon Stewart killed CNN's Crossfire, I love Jon Sterwart.

Hallelujah and good riddance to Tucker Carlson.

I was reading an article on newyorkmetro.com by Kurt Andersen which a friend gave me the link to check out. I noted the paragraph which it mentioned about the struggles of liberals and conservatives, maybe one day, we'll find a solution to work together -- like this paragraph.

And it was the same sort of brain-dead back-and-forth that led Jon Stewart to tell Paul Begala and Tucker Carlson, live on CNN’s Crossfire last fall, that their entirely predictable pseudo-debates amounted to nothing but useless “partisan hackery.” In that instance, the new president of CNN promptly said he agreed and canceled the show. Is it too much to hope that the end of Crossfire could mark the beginning of the end of the age of Ann Coulter and Michael Moore? Probably.

I certainly hope so.

R-

About Mayor Bloomberg

A New York friend of mine told me that Mayor Bloomberg used to be a Democrat. The main reason why Mayor Bloomberg switched to the Republican party is because this city is overwhelmingly Democrat. There were three Democrats running in Democrat primary, no one for Republican primary.

The easiest path is to bypass the Democrat's primary is to sign up for Republican primary and go head-to-head with Democrats.

Voila! We have Mayor Bloomberg on board. He is only RINO.

As in Republican In Name Only.

Which is why many New Yorkers can tolerate Republican like Mayor Bloomberg. According to many, Rudy Giuliani would be NOTHING if not for 9/11 fiasco. It is likely that Rudy would be remembered for siding with the racists who shoved the broom in Jamaican's ass, shot Hasidic Jew who wields the hammer (which many witnesses said he didn't do but NYPD said) et al. But lucky for Rudy, 9/11 fiasco saved his face and put his name on the world map.

Oh, well.

R-

Blah, blah and blah.

4,500 for Boxer: When Senator Barbara Boxer decided to speak out about the election during the Congressional session, lots of Republicans and conservatives whined, cried and attacked her integrity but she was formidable. She was impervious to the cheap tactics that the Republicans and Conservatives attempted to bash on her.

Last Monday, her office was floored with 4,500 roses from her constituents who thanked her for making a stand on the volatile election. See? I rest my case.

Don't Forget to Bitch! You want to bitch at someone else in the Deaf Community? Or at hearing guy who gave you the ugly look at a bar? Or little things that annoys you? E-mail me and I'll remove your name, email address but comments. Then I'll draft an entry reserved for you guys to bitch at each other without letting each other know who said it all in the first place.

Food For Your Own Thoughts There are few things that I like about Republicans (i.e. less interference by the government and fiscal responsibility, that's all) and there are many things I like about Democrats. Merge into a new party called "Repubocrat"? Perhaps there will be a day ...

Liberate Iraqis, But What About Us? Why do we worry about Iraqis' freedom and liberty if we, gays and lesbians, are being denied of our rights as a citizen of this country? It is mind-boggling to read stupid commentaries from people who claimed that we are truly free. In fact, we are not exactly free in our country. Go figure.

Kurzetard Is Obviously Brain-Damaged Thanks to carbon monoxide poisoning, she seems to be senile in her own right. Which is a blessing in disguise. Her repeated rants and biased of Islam reminded me of one stupid deaf woman in North Carolina who is studying to be a pastor. She wrote in The Bugler that Islam is evil, according to her studies with the Holy Bible. She kept on repeating, "I am telling the truth because the Bible is the truth!"

Well, this stupid woman probably did not realize that the Koran and the Torah probably said the same thing ... that they are telling the truth that others are evil.

These beliefs in hocus pocus are merely delaying the civilization from reaching its full potential to craft our paths, really. Perhaps in time, the old beliefs shall be forgotten and we can move ahead. But it will take a long time -- just take a look at Kurzetard spewing its hate to her two kids -- then her two kids will spew more hate to their offsprings. Perhaps it's time for a castration, really. Umm ... just a thought, really.

Speaking of Kurzetard I got an email asking me to check the blog of AntiAmyKurz, I was amused. I have nothing to do with it but it was so funny. Have fun finding it somewhere on my blog.

Cheers,

R-

C'mon, Stop Injecting Your Opinions Into Agencies

The Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) told the GLBT Suicide Prevention Conference to remove "gay", "lesbian", "bisexual" and "transgender" from the materials or the SAMHSA will not support the conference.

Someone leaked to The Washington Post and SAMHSA was floored with complaints. One spokesman at SAMHSA said, "It was only a suggestion."

I believe it was supposed to be a belief amongst the Republican party that they do want less interference on organizations/businesses/life from the governments. But yet, the Repubicans (Yes, the Bush Administration appointed the Republicans to many departments) still interfered and "suggested" (actually, they often implicated that by suggesting, it is done with a threat of taking funds if they do not comply) them to alter the materials.

Enough is enough.

UPDATE: The SAMHSA Spokesman implied that it was only a suggestion and that the organizations should consider the funding source. That was a threat.

And not only that, the SAMHSA wanted the conference to add the faith-based crap on the list! It is getting silly each day to hear stuff like this out of these administrations. Do you truly think this faith-based will help "G", "L", "B" and "T" at all? Offering them with Ex-Gay Ministries? Exodus International? Please.

R-