Was babbling to Ty about the funky moods and frustrated, along with few IMs with Beth, Sarah and Jason.
Ty in Califunny cracked me up -- here is the dialogue:
Ridor9th: i'm in these funky moods these days
Ridor9th: ugh
XXXXXXXXX: it's in the air
XXXXXXXXX: something's going on
XXXXXXXXX: i feel it too
Ridor9th: making me want to bang my head on the wall or something
Ridor9th: all right
Ridor9th: getting something to eat
Ridor9th: perhaps a cat [My roommate Perlis' cat]
XXXXXXXXX: ricky! eating pussy... you've finally come around... hee hee
Ridor9th: *groan*
Ridor9th: perv
Ridor9th: :-)
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Slip Into The Ocean, Please?
I'm still in that funky mode.
You know, when I grew up, I had to hear the incessant remarks of how "awesome" California is all about.
Now, it's raining incessantly and the grounds are too saturated. Any homes can just slip down into the ocean if they wanted to.
Even if the rains are done, they are not out of the woods for weeks.
Should an earthquake occurs, things shall happen so dramatically -- things will go down with lots of rumblings and tumblings.
Much to my chagrin and amusement, I'm all for it. I'm so ready to see the portions of California in the ocean just to see people's reactions on it.
"Oh, California is so overrated."
"Hollywood is now located in Barstow!"
"Oh, California is so yesterday."
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You know, when I grew up, I had to hear the incessant remarks of how "awesome" California is all about.
Now, it's raining incessantly and the grounds are too saturated. Any homes can just slip down into the ocean if they wanted to.
Even if the rains are done, they are not out of the woods for weeks.
Should an earthquake occurs, things shall happen so dramatically -- things will go down with lots of rumblings and tumblings.
Much to my chagrin and amusement, I'm all for it. I'm so ready to see the portions of California in the ocean just to see people's reactions on it.
"Oh, California is so overrated."
"Hollywood is now located in Barstow!"
"Oh, California is so yesterday."
R-
It Is True
I'm in a deep funky mood these days.
I just do not like people. I do not like talking to people except for my roommate, Perlis.
I just do not care much for anyone else, anything else and what's up on the 'net.
It reminded me of a childhood dream of mine that I always wanted to vanish and hitchiking across the countryside. Where people do not know who I am, where people will never know who I am right after I slipped out of a town. I am in that mode as of now.
Which is why I care less about blogging these days. I do not care much for family, friends or anything else. I guess, what they said is true about me -- I do have a streak of black, cold and icy heart.
Oh, well.
You know, the Natives' spirit once told The Spectre, "All things I told you came to pass, did they?"
That is my notion as of now. Figure it out, guys and gals. But as always, once in a while, I always snap back to the reality.
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I just do not like people. I do not like talking to people except for my roommate, Perlis.
I just do not care much for anyone else, anything else and what's up on the 'net.
It reminded me of a childhood dream of mine that I always wanted to vanish and hitchiking across the countryside. Where people do not know who I am, where people will never know who I am right after I slipped out of a town. I am in that mode as of now.
Which is why I care less about blogging these days. I do not care much for family, friends or anything else. I guess, what they said is true about me -- I do have a streak of black, cold and icy heart.
Oh, well.
You know, the Natives' spirit once told The Spectre, "All things I told you came to pass, did they?"
That is my notion as of now. Figure it out, guys and gals. But as always, once in a while, I always snap back to the reality.
R-
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Down, Down and Down
Last night, went to The Cock Bar to see Corey and Kev once again. Which was very nice. Hadn't seen 'em in weeks. The best part is that I didn't have to pay that much for more than 10 drinks.
That is nice.
I also met a cute guy as well -- 3rd guy in 4 days. This time, he demanded me to email him in the morning -- but when I got home, the internet connection went dead. Took me all day to figure it out and get it back on.
Naturally, I'm not in mood to harp on things around me. So I'm gonna be miserable all night long. Just my personality.
Remember a while ago that I caused a firestorm on a blog (I cannot remember where) where I mentioned that I stopped donating $ to the AIDS organizations because they do not address the barebacking, crystal meth and complacency issues. If they want to get HIV/AIDS, yay for 'em!
Some said I was so mean, downright horrible -- even, one person called me a militant terrorist for that.
Basically, what I pointed out last year is that ... in the last 20 years, we found more information on how to protect ourselves as well as how to manage the virus in the long term. But more, more and more people alarmed me when they clamored that with everything going on, it is *still* a choice for them to make, which means it is not your decision but theirs.
Translation: It is my choice not to donate a cent to any HIV/AIDS organizations because there are people who attempted to make this a choice to acquire.
And today, with HIV 2.0 possibly running around, many gay people are responding with an attitude that I already demonstrated a long time ago.
About fucking time if you ask me!
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That is nice.
I also met a cute guy as well -- 3rd guy in 4 days. This time, he demanded me to email him in the morning -- but when I got home, the internet connection went dead. Took me all day to figure it out and get it back on.
Naturally, I'm not in mood to harp on things around me. So I'm gonna be miserable all night long. Just my personality.
Remember a while ago that I caused a firestorm on a blog (I cannot remember where) where I mentioned that I stopped donating $ to the AIDS organizations because they do not address the barebacking, crystal meth and complacency issues. If they want to get HIV/AIDS, yay for 'em!
Some said I was so mean, downright horrible -- even, one person called me a militant terrorist for that.
Basically, what I pointed out last year is that ... in the last 20 years, we found more information on how to protect ourselves as well as how to manage the virus in the long term. But more, more and more people alarmed me when they clamored that with everything going on, it is *still* a choice for them to make, which means it is not your decision but theirs.
Translation: It is my choice not to donate a cent to any HIV/AIDS organizations because there are people who attempted to make this a choice to acquire.
And today, with HIV 2.0 possibly running around, many gay people are responding with an attitude that I already demonstrated a long time ago.
About fucking time if you ask me!
R-
Monday, February 21, 2005
Republicans = Fascists?
Last night, it snowed fiercely. We got about 5 inches. Today by 5 PM, I don't see any major slush areas to report. How odd is that?
I was surfing around the websites.
CANNONFIRE is certainly very intriguing. The writer is heterosexual but he coined a new term which I agreed completely. What do you define a group of gay people who advocated the right-wing groups that is bent on eradicating gays? Do we call them gay? Nah, we do not have to. They are ... Roehmosexuals!
Dan Gurley, Ken Mehlman, Roy Cohn, FagPatriot, Jeff Gannon/James Dale Guckert, Scott McLellan, Bobby Eberle ... all fits in the description of self-hating gays who are willing to help others to destroy gays and lesbians.
Why Roehmosexuals? Know who Ernst Roehm? He was a gay confidante of Adolf Hitler who supported Hitler in rounding many groups including gays and in the end, Hitler killed Roehm, anyway! The morale of the story is that it does not pay to be greed.
I agreed with CANNONFIRE with the term and its description. Thanks, Cannonfire!
You know, the Republicans wanted nothing more than to control the whole government through manipulation. They are not interested in allowing the Democrats to have its party or even independents. They wanted to control each state government, the whole branches of federal system. Their goal is to instill the judges with Republican backgrounds, Republicans winning every districts across the nation. They will try to outspend, corrupt, manipulate the voters to get what they wanted. They had, did and will continue to smear Democrats on many things.
The Republicans would love to have the complete control of everything without any intrustion by any party -- what does it means to you? Fascism. Just like wht Adolf Hitler did when they manipulated Germany and won the majority then smeared and ostracized the parties to a point where they are all illegal and only one party remained. That is fascism.
At the pace the Republicans are doing to us all, fascism is looming not far behind not in the Middle East but in our backyard.
Beware.
* * *
On another note, I was stunned to see my name being mentioned by my cousin who is only 13 on his own blog. Apparently, he reads my blog. Good for him. To see that some people will keep their minds open regardless where they are. Mary, you're doing a good job as a mother.
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I was surfing around the websites.
CANNONFIRE is certainly very intriguing. The writer is heterosexual but he coined a new term which I agreed completely. What do you define a group of gay people who advocated the right-wing groups that is bent on eradicating gays? Do we call them gay? Nah, we do not have to. They are ... Roehmosexuals!
Dan Gurley, Ken Mehlman, Roy Cohn, FagPatriot, Jeff Gannon/James Dale Guckert, Scott McLellan, Bobby Eberle ... all fits in the description of self-hating gays who are willing to help others to destroy gays and lesbians.
Why Roehmosexuals? Know who Ernst Roehm? He was a gay confidante of Adolf Hitler who supported Hitler in rounding many groups including gays and in the end, Hitler killed Roehm, anyway! The morale of the story is that it does not pay to be greed.
I agreed with CANNONFIRE with the term and its description. Thanks, Cannonfire!
You know, the Republicans wanted nothing more than to control the whole government through manipulation. They are not interested in allowing the Democrats to have its party or even independents. They wanted to control each state government, the whole branches of federal system. Their goal is to instill the judges with Republican backgrounds, Republicans winning every districts across the nation. They will try to outspend, corrupt, manipulate the voters to get what they wanted. They had, did and will continue to smear Democrats on many things.
The Republicans would love to have the complete control of everything without any intrustion by any party -- what does it means to you? Fascism. Just like wht Adolf Hitler did when they manipulated Germany and won the majority then smeared and ostracized the parties to a point where they are all illegal and only one party remained. That is fascism.
At the pace the Republicans are doing to us all, fascism is looming not far behind not in the Middle East but in our backyard.
Beware.
* * *
On another note, I was stunned to see my name being mentioned by my cousin who is only 13 on his own blog. Apparently, he reads my blog. Good for him. To see that some people will keep their minds open regardless where they are. Mary, you're doing a good job as a mother.
R-
By X'Hal, What Is Going On?
All day long on Sunday, I was bit in a funky mood. Very difficult to describe the moods I was in. However, my sister quickly IMmed me to tell me to turn on to watch The Simpsons which I was already on it.
The Simpson had a gay theme on it -- this time, it is about gay marriage in Homer's Garage. Guess who is a cuntlicker? Marge's older twin sister. Homer seemed to be cool about it, but Marge had a hard time dealing with it. But in the end, you know how it ends. Always with a good note.
Then it was time for Desperate Housewives. Another gay theme! This time, with a delicious twist that made me feel afraid for these two kids. You see, Gabrielle Solis had a brief fling with a houseboy (whose in real life is gay, how ironic!). Somehow, the houseboy told his best friend about it. His best friend started to bother Gabrielle Solis about having sex. After Gabrielle blasted him to smithereens for pushing the button -- he caved in and said that he needed to try with a woman because he thinks he is gay. And he does not want a girl in his school because everyone will know. Gabrielle had this attitude that says, "Deal with this, wuss."
When Gabrielle made out with this kid then asked him if he feels anything, he shook his head. "Then you are definitely gay." She walked out of the bedroom.
Few hours later, the character by Tori Hatcher saw two persons in the pool which she thought was her daughter with someone else so both persons were holding their breath under the water. Tori refused to leave. Both came out -- this time, it's not her daughter. It is that gay character with Bree's son.
Drama! I got the feeling that it will end with a suicide for one of these boys. Because the suburban wives are either "cold", "tough" and "panicky". Bree's son already had a tumultuous relationship with Bree. I think they made a cute couple.
One can hope.
Then it was time for Boston Legal. You gotta love the idea that William Shatner's character, Denny Crane's son is Donny Crane acted by the irresistible hunk, Freddie Prinze Jr. Both has ego. When Denny demanded his son to utter "Denny Crane". His son said, 'Donny Crane'. Denny has a thing with hearing his own name. It gives him orgasms.
For some reasons, Denny and Donny did not get along very well, I wonder if it's about gay issue? No idea. Perhaps another time.
But last night, there were bit too many shows on gays. What gives?
R-
The Simpson had a gay theme on it -- this time, it is about gay marriage in Homer's Garage. Guess who is a cuntlicker? Marge's older twin sister. Homer seemed to be cool about it, but Marge had a hard time dealing with it. But in the end, you know how it ends. Always with a good note.
Then it was time for Desperate Housewives. Another gay theme! This time, with a delicious twist that made me feel afraid for these two kids. You see, Gabrielle Solis had a brief fling with a houseboy (whose in real life is gay, how ironic!). Somehow, the houseboy told his best friend about it. His best friend started to bother Gabrielle Solis about having sex. After Gabrielle blasted him to smithereens for pushing the button -- he caved in and said that he needed to try with a woman because he thinks he is gay. And he does not want a girl in his school because everyone will know. Gabrielle had this attitude that says, "Deal with this, wuss."
When Gabrielle made out with this kid then asked him if he feels anything, he shook his head. "Then you are definitely gay." She walked out of the bedroom.
Few hours later, the character by Tori Hatcher saw two persons in the pool which she thought was her daughter with someone else so both persons were holding their breath under the water. Tori refused to leave. Both came out -- this time, it's not her daughter. It is that gay character with Bree's son.
Drama! I got the feeling that it will end with a suicide for one of these boys. Because the suburban wives are either "cold", "tough" and "panicky". Bree's son already had a tumultuous relationship with Bree. I think they made a cute couple.
One can hope.
Then it was time for Boston Legal. You gotta love the idea that William Shatner's character, Denny Crane's son is Donny Crane acted by the irresistible hunk, Freddie Prinze Jr. Both has ego. When Denny demanded his son to utter "Denny Crane". His son said, 'Donny Crane'. Denny has a thing with hearing his own name. It gives him orgasms.
For some reasons, Denny and Donny did not get along very well, I wonder if it's about gay issue? No idea. Perhaps another time.
But last night, there were bit too many shows on gays. What gives?
R-
The Next Target Is ...
You know, I enjoyed watching "Jack & Bobby" TV shows. I normally liked 30-minute shows because I have no patience for an hour of drama. But "Jack & Bobby" is such an intelligent show to a point where I can tolerate for an hour.
Why do I like it? It simply dismantled the conservative notions and family values, thanks to the mother of Jack and Bobby. Grace is absolutely great mother, even not the perfect mother but she intends to be good one for Jack and Bobby. It is a show that should be forced upon the conservative-ladden families across the country.
You know, more and more silly things are popping up across the nation which was propelled by Xians, Conservatives and right-wing groups which took control of the Republicans. When I saw this article, I could not believe this. Is this some kind of a joke? This is national embarrassment!
So what can we do to push the right-wing groups out of the Republican party in order to crush these silly notions that are being imposed upon us all? The first agenda is to get rid of the persons who are slowly "climbing upwards" using the conservative, Xian and right-wing rhetoric -- Senator Rick Santorum (R-PA).
This fool wanted to be the President someday. Remember Eric Heckman? Rick Santorum is Eric Heckman to the Hearing World. Before Rick Santorum became the Senator, he was brownnosing people on the streets in Scranton, PA and standing at the intersections, trying to win the people -- and he succeeded. If you look at the most recent State of the Union Address, who was right next to GW Bush? Rick Santorum.
Rick Santorum is one of the aspiring Conservative who kept on comparing gays with animals. He kept on bashing a lot of things that can be used for good of this country. I agreed with someone else on some blog (which I forgot already, shit!) that to make a sacrifical lamb to send the message to the right-wing groups that we are back, we must remove Rick Santorum from his senatorship.
So if the moderates of the Republican party wanted to have a balance in its party, they have to depose Rick Santorum. So let's go and do it.
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Why do I like it? It simply dismantled the conservative notions and family values, thanks to the mother of Jack and Bobby. Grace is absolutely great mother, even not the perfect mother but she intends to be good one for Jack and Bobby. It is a show that should be forced upon the conservative-ladden families across the country.
You know, more and more silly things are popping up across the nation which was propelled by Xians, Conservatives and right-wing groups which took control of the Republicans. When I saw this article, I could not believe this. Is this some kind of a joke? This is national embarrassment!
So what can we do to push the right-wing groups out of the Republican party in order to crush these silly notions that are being imposed upon us all? The first agenda is to get rid of the persons who are slowly "climbing upwards" using the conservative, Xian and right-wing rhetoric -- Senator Rick Santorum (R-PA).
This fool wanted to be the President someday. Remember Eric Heckman? Rick Santorum is Eric Heckman to the Hearing World. Before Rick Santorum became the Senator, he was brownnosing people on the streets in Scranton, PA and standing at the intersections, trying to win the people -- and he succeeded. If you look at the most recent State of the Union Address, who was right next to GW Bush? Rick Santorum.
Rick Santorum is one of the aspiring Conservative who kept on comparing gays with animals. He kept on bashing a lot of things that can be used for good of this country. I agreed with someone else on some blog (which I forgot already, shit!) that to make a sacrifical lamb to send the message to the right-wing groups that we are back, we must remove Rick Santorum from his senatorship.
So if the moderates of the Republican party wanted to have a balance in its party, they have to depose Rick Santorum. So let's go and do it.
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