What the fuck is going on with the live reports about the old geezer in Rome? Like Beth said, drop dead already! Do not interfere with my ordinary yet so boring routine with life so far.
I don't care much for the old geezer and his pessimistic attitudes on gays. I rather to save Toby than to save this Pope John Paul II.
I'm still in that funky mode. It is getting worse. I think you can see it on my blogging performance. Maybe the weather is to be blame? It is still snowing as I speak.
These days, I am bit annoyed reading some of cliquish bloggers who shrieked about things that means nothing to me.
I just learned that Andy Lange, the current President of NAD, got a position within that group, the CSD organization in Sioux Falls, South Dakota. He also purchased a home in Sioux Falls as well. It is certainly mind-boggling to know that the NAD's relationship with the CSD has been, at times, strained and each badmouthed the other in the last few years.
And now Andy, himself the President of NAD, works at CSD?
I guess it goes with a cliche that says, "If you cannot beat 'em, hire 'em."
I guess, this is another opportunity for Andy to continue and expand his personal needs which many Deaf people within the NAD and the CSD are aware of.
Ahh, I really felt for these persons who rejected someone' advances. In a certain way, I'm thankful that I'm faggot which I do not have to contend or deal with these crazy notions out there.
I was surfing the CSD's website. It is amusing to see that so many NAD members are working for CSD now. I cannot help but to be curious about the relationship between the Mother Rarus and the Son Rarus?
It is interesting to look at the "people" of CSD, so many of them used to work or serve the NAD before flip-flopping over to the CSD. Not that it is bad to flip-flop but certainly interesting. Curiosity piqued me a little -- I do not see any minority groups except for high profile figure like Dr. Davila. Maybe gays do not want to be caught dead in Sioux Falls. But what about African-Americans? Is there any in Sioux Falls?
I once visited Sioux Falls in '98 and stayed for two days. Visited CSD and SDSD. Even visited the town's only gay bar through the alley! I is the VEE! But guess what? I do not recall seeing an African American walking around the town.
I also learned that YLC (Youth Leadership Camp) is going back to Camp Taloali after the two-year hoppings at South Dakota and Florida. Because of repeated hurricane strikes that devastated Florida last year, the Camp Endeavour cannot provide the location for NAD's YLC. So it was left with no home. So they are strolling back to Oregon. I went to YLC in '90 and it was the first year of NAD's YLC in Oregon, after more than a decade in Minnesota. Tim Rarus was the YLC Camp Director at that time, now Tim Rarus works for the CSD.
Suffice to say, my memories of YLC was mind-blowing one. I am not sure if the readers wanted me to touch the good and bad sides of YLC during my stay at YLC. Do you guys want me to talk about it? Let me know so I can think about sharing some of explosive issues that the NAD probably does not want the world to know.
Anyway, as you can see the moods I am in as of lately, it is no secret that I am easily pissed off at little things around me. So when I learned about the recent developments that has nothing to do with me, I get annoyed anyway!
I must thank some certain friends who has been patient with my grouchy side. Merritt, Manny Swoosh, Toby O., defbef, McFly, Jeff, Alex (Yeah, that Abenchuchan boy), Perlis, Ty the Superstar and Sarah. They managed to make me smile for few minutes before I slip back into grouchy mode.
Later,
R-
Friday, February 25, 2005
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
New Nickname for New York?
The Big Apple, to many, is so yesterday.
They wanted a new nickname for New York City in time for NYC 2012 Olympics -- they are working to make it "The World's Second Home".
I thought it was a hairball.
I preferred the term suggested by AM New York newspaper:
The City Your Mama Warned You About!
R-
They wanted a new nickname for New York City in time for NYC 2012 Olympics -- they are working to make it "The World's Second Home".
I thought it was a hairball.
I preferred the term suggested by AM New York newspaper:
The City Your Mama Warned You About!
R-
Funky Conspiracy Theories?
Was babbling to Ty about the funky moods and frustrated, along with few IMs with Beth, Sarah and Jason.
Ty in Califunny cracked me up -- here is the dialogue:
Ridor9th: i'm in these funky moods these days
Ridor9th: ugh
XXXXXXXXX: it's in the air
XXXXXXXXX: something's going on
XXXXXXXXX: i feel it too
Ridor9th: making me want to bang my head on the wall or something
Ridor9th: all right
Ridor9th: getting something to eat
Ridor9th: perhaps a cat [My roommate Perlis' cat]
XXXXXXXXX: ricky! eating pussy... you've finally come around... hee hee
Ridor9th: *groan*
Ridor9th: perv
Ridor9th: :-)
Ty in Califunny cracked me up -- here is the dialogue:
Ridor9th: i'm in these funky moods these days
Ridor9th: ugh
XXXXXXXXX: it's in the air
XXXXXXXXX: something's going on
XXXXXXXXX: i feel it too
Ridor9th: making me want to bang my head on the wall or something
Ridor9th: all right
Ridor9th: getting something to eat
Ridor9th: perhaps a cat [My roommate Perlis' cat]
XXXXXXXXX: ricky! eating pussy... you've finally come around... hee hee
Ridor9th: *groan*
Ridor9th: perv
Ridor9th: :-)
Slip Into The Ocean, Please?
I'm still in that funky mode.
You know, when I grew up, I had to hear the incessant remarks of how "awesome" California is all about.
Now, it's raining incessantly and the grounds are too saturated. Any homes can just slip down into the ocean if they wanted to.
Even if the rains are done, they are not out of the woods for weeks.
Should an earthquake occurs, things shall happen so dramatically -- things will go down with lots of rumblings and tumblings.
Much to my chagrin and amusement, I'm all for it. I'm so ready to see the portions of California in the ocean just to see people's reactions on it.
"Oh, California is so overrated."
"Hollywood is now located in Barstow!"
"Oh, California is so yesterday."
R-
You know, when I grew up, I had to hear the incessant remarks of how "awesome" California is all about.
Now, it's raining incessantly and the grounds are too saturated. Any homes can just slip down into the ocean if they wanted to.
Even if the rains are done, they are not out of the woods for weeks.
Should an earthquake occurs, things shall happen so dramatically -- things will go down with lots of rumblings and tumblings.
Much to my chagrin and amusement, I'm all for it. I'm so ready to see the portions of California in the ocean just to see people's reactions on it.
"Oh, California is so overrated."
"Hollywood is now located in Barstow!"
"Oh, California is so yesterday."
R-
It Is True
I'm in a deep funky mood these days.
I just do not like people. I do not like talking to people except for my roommate, Perlis.
I just do not care much for anyone else, anything else and what's up on the 'net.
It reminded me of a childhood dream of mine that I always wanted to vanish and hitchiking across the countryside. Where people do not know who I am, where people will never know who I am right after I slipped out of a town. I am in that mode as of now.
Which is why I care less about blogging these days. I do not care much for family, friends or anything else. I guess, what they said is true about me -- I do have a streak of black, cold and icy heart.
Oh, well.
You know, the Natives' spirit once told The Spectre, "All things I told you came to pass, did they?"
That is my notion as of now. Figure it out, guys and gals. But as always, once in a while, I always snap back to the reality.
R-
I just do not like people. I do not like talking to people except for my roommate, Perlis.
I just do not care much for anyone else, anything else and what's up on the 'net.
It reminded me of a childhood dream of mine that I always wanted to vanish and hitchiking across the countryside. Where people do not know who I am, where people will never know who I am right after I slipped out of a town. I am in that mode as of now.
Which is why I care less about blogging these days. I do not care much for family, friends or anything else. I guess, what they said is true about me -- I do have a streak of black, cold and icy heart.
Oh, well.
You know, the Natives' spirit once told The Spectre, "All things I told you came to pass, did they?"
That is my notion as of now. Figure it out, guys and gals. But as always, once in a while, I always snap back to the reality.
R-
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Down, Down and Down
Last night, went to The Cock Bar to see Corey and Kev once again. Which was very nice. Hadn't seen 'em in weeks. The best part is that I didn't have to pay that much for more than 10 drinks.
That is nice.
I also met a cute guy as well -- 3rd guy in 4 days. This time, he demanded me to email him in the morning -- but when I got home, the internet connection went dead. Took me all day to figure it out and get it back on.
Naturally, I'm not in mood to harp on things around me. So I'm gonna be miserable all night long. Just my personality.
Remember a while ago that I caused a firestorm on a blog (I cannot remember where) where I mentioned that I stopped donating $ to the AIDS organizations because they do not address the barebacking, crystal meth and complacency issues. If they want to get HIV/AIDS, yay for 'em!
Some said I was so mean, downright horrible -- even, one person called me a militant terrorist for that.
Basically, what I pointed out last year is that ... in the last 20 years, we found more information on how to protect ourselves as well as how to manage the virus in the long term. But more, more and more people alarmed me when they clamored that with everything going on, it is *still* a choice for them to make, which means it is not your decision but theirs.
Translation: It is my choice not to donate a cent to any HIV/AIDS organizations because there are people who attempted to make this a choice to acquire.
And today, with HIV 2.0 possibly running around, many gay people are responding with an attitude that I already demonstrated a long time ago.
About fucking time if you ask me!
R-
That is nice.
I also met a cute guy as well -- 3rd guy in 4 days. This time, he demanded me to email him in the morning -- but when I got home, the internet connection went dead. Took me all day to figure it out and get it back on.
Naturally, I'm not in mood to harp on things around me. So I'm gonna be miserable all night long. Just my personality.
Remember a while ago that I caused a firestorm on a blog (I cannot remember where) where I mentioned that I stopped donating $ to the AIDS organizations because they do not address the barebacking, crystal meth and complacency issues. If they want to get HIV/AIDS, yay for 'em!
Some said I was so mean, downright horrible -- even, one person called me a militant terrorist for that.
Basically, what I pointed out last year is that ... in the last 20 years, we found more information on how to protect ourselves as well as how to manage the virus in the long term. But more, more and more people alarmed me when they clamored that with everything going on, it is *still* a choice for them to make, which means it is not your decision but theirs.
Translation: It is my choice not to donate a cent to any HIV/AIDS organizations because there are people who attempted to make this a choice to acquire.
And today, with HIV 2.0 possibly running around, many gay people are responding with an attitude that I already demonstrated a long time ago.
About fucking time if you ask me!
R-
Monday, February 21, 2005
Republicans = Fascists?
Last night, it snowed fiercely. We got about 5 inches. Today by 5 PM, I don't see any major slush areas to report. How odd is that?
I was surfing around the websites.
CANNONFIRE is certainly very intriguing. The writer is heterosexual but he coined a new term which I agreed completely. What do you define a group of gay people who advocated the right-wing groups that is bent on eradicating gays? Do we call them gay? Nah, we do not have to. They are ... Roehmosexuals!
Dan Gurley, Ken Mehlman, Roy Cohn, FagPatriot, Jeff Gannon/James Dale Guckert, Scott McLellan, Bobby Eberle ... all fits in the description of self-hating gays who are willing to help others to destroy gays and lesbians.
Why Roehmosexuals? Know who Ernst Roehm? He was a gay confidante of Adolf Hitler who supported Hitler in rounding many groups including gays and in the end, Hitler killed Roehm, anyway! The morale of the story is that it does not pay to be greed.
I agreed with CANNONFIRE with the term and its description. Thanks, Cannonfire!
You know, the Republicans wanted nothing more than to control the whole government through manipulation. They are not interested in allowing the Democrats to have its party or even independents. They wanted to control each state government, the whole branches of federal system. Their goal is to instill the judges with Republican backgrounds, Republicans winning every districts across the nation. They will try to outspend, corrupt, manipulate the voters to get what they wanted. They had, did and will continue to smear Democrats on many things.
The Republicans would love to have the complete control of everything without any intrustion by any party -- what does it means to you? Fascism. Just like wht Adolf Hitler did when they manipulated Germany and won the majority then smeared and ostracized the parties to a point where they are all illegal and only one party remained. That is fascism.
At the pace the Republicans are doing to us all, fascism is looming not far behind not in the Middle East but in our backyard.
Beware.
* * *
On another note, I was stunned to see my name being mentioned by my cousin who is only 13 on his own blog. Apparently, he reads my blog. Good for him. To see that some people will keep their minds open regardless where they are. Mary, you're doing a good job as a mother.
R-
I was surfing around the websites.
CANNONFIRE is certainly very intriguing. The writer is heterosexual but he coined a new term which I agreed completely. What do you define a group of gay people who advocated the right-wing groups that is bent on eradicating gays? Do we call them gay? Nah, we do not have to. They are ... Roehmosexuals!
Dan Gurley, Ken Mehlman, Roy Cohn, FagPatriot, Jeff Gannon/James Dale Guckert, Scott McLellan, Bobby Eberle ... all fits in the description of self-hating gays who are willing to help others to destroy gays and lesbians.
Why Roehmosexuals? Know who Ernst Roehm? He was a gay confidante of Adolf Hitler who supported Hitler in rounding many groups including gays and in the end, Hitler killed Roehm, anyway! The morale of the story is that it does not pay to be greed.
I agreed with CANNONFIRE with the term and its description. Thanks, Cannonfire!
You know, the Republicans wanted nothing more than to control the whole government through manipulation. They are not interested in allowing the Democrats to have its party or even independents. They wanted to control each state government, the whole branches of federal system. Their goal is to instill the judges with Republican backgrounds, Republicans winning every districts across the nation. They will try to outspend, corrupt, manipulate the voters to get what they wanted. They had, did and will continue to smear Democrats on many things.
The Republicans would love to have the complete control of everything without any intrustion by any party -- what does it means to you? Fascism. Just like wht Adolf Hitler did when they manipulated Germany and won the majority then smeared and ostracized the parties to a point where they are all illegal and only one party remained. That is fascism.
At the pace the Republicans are doing to us all, fascism is looming not far behind not in the Middle East but in our backyard.
Beware.
* * *
On another note, I was stunned to see my name being mentioned by my cousin who is only 13 on his own blog. Apparently, he reads my blog. Good for him. To see that some people will keep their minds open regardless where they are. Mary, you're doing a good job as a mother.
R-
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